I woke up today with a very empty feeling inside . I realized that my life is much meaningless than it seems to be . I have nobody to call mine . Friends and foes are all mixed up . I can't differentiate which side they're at . It's like living in an inferno . Here and there , I can see bickerings , got involved in it too . These eyes are tired of being swollen . I hate home . My only peace is when I fool around and laugh with my friends . I'll never get tired of fooling around with you , Nur Fathnuna . You made my everyday a whole lot better than it's suppose to be . I'll die of boredom if you're absent from school . I wish I can live with you hahah . Haih . Friends . What's that title suppose to mean anyway ? For the time being , I'm putting on a masquerade party with lots of charade-loving people . Ha Ha you think you're the only one who can do it ? I can do it too . It's just I'm not as black hearted as you are . I still save some sympathy for you when I'm thinking of doing something to get back to what you did to me . The things you did will eat you up someday . I'll just let fate gets you back . People are staying away from you . You should open your eyes , your mind and your heart to that . Take some time to ponder why they're doing that . And don't act like you're the total victim . You're really weird . And scary . If you weren't a friend of mine , I'd wish that you'll rot in hell . But unfortunately , you're a friend of mine . So all I can do is just act like I don't care , and patch up all these wounds you made . Thanks for hurting me time and time again . You killed me . How awesome of you eh ? I wonder what you feel inside . Satisfaction , I guess . Live life as you want to then . Don't blame me if I'm acting cold towards you . You know all the things you did to me . Don't question me about any of these . Bcs if you did , I'm gonna explode like a nuclear time bomb . You're awful . You're really really awful . Being evil to random people is something . But being mean to your friends , is so unacceptable . You're unacceptable . That's why you think living solitarily suits you . Well , it doesn't suits anyone okay ! You're a vain pot , so selfish and mean and fake . I'll act like nothing happened . I hope you know that you're mean . You're just plain mean and self righteous . I wish I can stop loving you . I'm so stupid for loving you still , after all you've done to me . Cheers ?
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