You Think That No One Needs You

I wish you know that I love you more than I can ever show you , Zaid Akmal . It sucks when you're not around . I don't want anyone else , I just want you . So imma wait here patiently and we'll have our fun when you're back . Stupid Muadzam Shah . And I'm off to college soon . InsyaAllah . Where ? Don't ask if you don't want me to explode . It sucks deep shit when you see everyone else are given the privilege to choose their own path , while you ? Being treated like some 5-year-old brat just bcs you didn't get enough A's for your SPM . Ini tak boleh , itu tak boleh , ini tak elok , itu tak elok , ini susah , itu buang masa . Frustrating . God , I hate it . Haih , I miss you , Loverboy . Come backkkkk . I got used to spending my every day with you , now I have to teach myself to get used to not having you around . Stupid shit . But at least he's back during the weekends . Haih . Still not satisfied enough though . I don't have a single care to this world anymore , given that the intensity of suckishness is multiplying by day , but there's an exception to him , him alone . I love you loads, Armadillo . Mmwah mwah .