Don't Tell Me I'll Make It On My Own

Since Aniq have started working , my off days are spent with Mr Loverboy (hihih) . Unlike before , when my off days are spent with my 3 freaks . So today I went to MidValley with Mr Loverboy . Nuna and Farid too ! Heheh a double-date . So yeah , had lunch at TGIF , gossip-ed , catch up on each others life .

I miss my Nuna k ! I miss those days when we were deskmate . We always got punish for talking . We just can't stop talking , don't ask why haha . There's always something for us to gossip or complain about . Man , I miss those not-so-old-school-days !

I know this post is boring and mixed up whatevs :P but I did not ask you to read it , did I ? So yeah , back to the main topic , I had fun today eventhough it felt weird not having Aniq and Amal Hisyam to interrupt me date with me Loverboy and eventhough I'm short of 2 fashion consultant when I shop haha . The suckish thing today is I can't seem to find any clothes that arouse my interest . So I bought myself a pair of yummy pumps and some cute bracelets . It sucks k when you have money but can't find anything nice to spend it on . Nanti bila broke papakedana bagai , baru ada benda heavenly cute ! Pastu dah ada duit , benda tu dah out of stock . EE BENCI !

And Mr Loverboy is off to college on this 27th . It's somewhere in another state . That just sucks . Sucks like shit . No matter how much suckishly sad I feel nowadays , I'll carve my gigawatt smile each time when I'm with him bcs I don't want him to know I'll be miserable without him here bcs then he'll feel more miserable bcs I know he loves me hee hee . We see each other ev-ver-ree-dayyy for this 5 months . Okay , maybe we did skip a day or two , but he's like one of my daily routine ! It's like sleeping . Of course you won't die if you don't sleep , but it just sucks k ! Just sucks . Nobody can imagine the intensity of that suckish feeling . Ughh , I hate it !

ps. I wish I can show you how much I love you and how much I appreciate your presence , Mr Loverboy (;