Gambar macam ni boleh tangkap dengan ultimate best friend forever je k ! Btw , hi , it's been ages since I last updated . Been busy with work and all . Like SUPER busy ! So yeah , takda masa nak ada life haha .
Both of them up there with me on their back are my ultimate best friend forever , well one of them is supposedly my ultimate best friend forever infinityly , but unfortunately , he transformed into one of those scary but dorky monsters as seen in Powerpuff Girls hahaha . But yeah , one of them just dissapear . Well , not really , he's still there , just that I can't recognize anything familiar about him when I look at him . That ticks me and kinda ehmmmm , hurt me (?) haha kwhatever . And I miss him . I miss talking to him about stupid childish stuff , babbling nonsensically to him , whining immaturely to him , crying over silly stuff to him . He knows me best . He knows like ev-ver-ry-thang about me . Pffffft , this is really stupid . Idk why I can't seem to find anyone that can take his place . Nothing's changed . Nobody can take his place . Loverboy , I miss us . Bcs I miss telling you how many stars in the sky every night , I miss hugging you and not uttering anything and you'll know there's something wrong and you'll stroke my hair and ask me what's wrong , I miss your smile when you look at me when I'm babbling , I miss being protected by your strong hands , I miss comparing how small I am and how big you are and you'll say "Yelah **** macam ni sebab senang **** protect baby nanti" , I miss all those kisses on the forehead , I just miss everything . I wish I can tell this to you . But nuh-uh , I don't have the guts and I know you're not bothered haha .
And yes , if I could just get a wish , I'll wish for him by my side . You can stop pretending/acting/lying , Alya Adriana , you love him more than everything . It breaks you inside when you deny it . You're lying to yourself , you're lying to everyone .
Now that you're gone , I'm not the same anymore . I'm just so lost and empty . It gets harder day by day .
Which best friend I'm talking about ? Hahahahahaha I'm pretty sure that's bloody easy to guess .
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