Complicated , Got Away By Some Mistake

As much as I love you , I'm not gonna stay . I can't forgive what you did this time . I'm done trying to fix this shattered relationship . It's broken now . And it's your fault . It's ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY your fault . If you ever want me back , then get on your knees and beg . I mean this . I'll make you beg and cry your eyeballs out and make a triple swear you won't repeat your mistakes and I'll make you mend everything if you want me to go back to you . I hate you , I really do . I wish I can erase everything about you in this little mind of mine . I love you too much , I put too much effort in our relationship , I tried giving you the best , but it's still not enough . I was never enough ay ? I wonder , what are you seeking for ? You're not the same guy I fell in love with last 3 years . You're not that guy anymore , nope , you're a totally different person now . You think this side of you is cool , right ? Haha 'cool' . I'm pretty sure you'll enjoy being a free guy , unattached to any relationship . Wow , look at how many girls you can flirt with ! But ponder this , you can have 10 girls liking you , but can you sum up all those girls love to my love towards you ? I know you can't . I looked up to you , Akhmal Affandi . I get butterflies just by looking at you , by hearing you voice . I smile everytime I hear your laugh , everytime I see your smile . I looked at you from the back and the only thing that crossed my mind is that those muscular hands will always protect me . Bullcrap . Turns out , you're the one who's hurting me . It feels awful . Really awful . If I have a wish , I'd wish for an amnesia , so I won't have any piece of you in my mind . It's stupid having you all over my mind bcs you're evil and cruel and heartless and you're just awful . I hate you . Mark my words , one day , you'll wake up with nothing but your sorries and there's nothing you can do to make it right again . Look what you did , everything's broken and I don't know if we can ever mend it . I love you , always will , but I'm walking away from all of your bullcrap .



ps. And Peyton Sawyer is right , people always leave .