We were so happy back then . My friends were jealous of seeing how we fooled around each other . Aww , I miss that :') As time goes by , we started seeing each other's flaws and mistakes, so that's when all the dramarama starts , all those screaming and fighting , when hating and loving blends in inside and that's when the tears can't seem to stop flowing . It takes a fucking lot of strength to work out a relationship . Teddy , why aren't we strong enough ?
What I had with lover boy was different than my past relationships . I don't think I can ever replace what we had heh I hope you can read all these . I just want things to go back to the way they are . I don't want anybody else . People kept saying "Carik je la baru , kau boleh la !" . Yeah , I can always find someone else to take his place . But I don't think it can measure up to what lover boy and I had . He's a great guy . He messed up , broke my heart , but wtf , he made me happy too . When things were doing good , I felt so heavenly happy . It'd be very hard to find his replacement . It's not that I'm not going to get myself involved again , for the mean time , I'm just not interested . And SPM is around the corner . So yeah , gonna concentrate on my studies . These few days my girlfriends had been the best heartbroken therapists ever ! Haha love them all ;D
Our anger , our ego , my immaturity , your attitude destroyed pretty much everything . I love you , I really do . I love you still . I'll always love you . But baby , I'm trying my best to walk away . And when I've walked away , I won't be turning back . I'll always stay if you asks me to , but I doubt that . You're chasing rainbows . Rainbows aren't catchable , lover boy . The sun is always there though to shine on you , so why wait for the rainbows after the rain ?
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