When The War Has Took Its Part

I know nuna is going to murder me with her bare hands the moment she reads this post HIHIHIHI

Well , greetings loved ones heheh that girl up there with me with the huge chipmunk eyes (hehehe) is my former arch enemy , current bestfriend and futureeee err WE WILL STILL BE BESTFRIENDS IN THE FUTURE ! So yeah , I used to hate her , she used to hate me , but its amazing how two people who used to hate each other can , say , love each other unconditionally ? ( I know that sounds cheesy and yucks and infinity yucks , but its kinda true heheh)

So , we started out on a rough patch . All the bickerings we had were pretty damn awful , you gotta believe me . We had our ups and downs . We had loads of downs hahaha calling names , bitching , cursing ... yeah , been there , done that . So , now is our 'up era' , well , I pretty much wish that we wont be having anymore downs bcs this girl is one awesome girl to be friends with !

Shes bitchy , shes whiny , shes vain ( HAHAHAHA ) , shes noisy , shes deranged , she have this awful moodswings when shes having her menses , shes moody to everyone when shes really annoyed with someone , she walks like she rules this planet , she likes to shout , she bitches about the people she hates , shes a troublemaker , she annoys me when shes bored , shes a talking machine and yeah , last but not least , shes gedik .

BUTTTT......

Shes bitchy to people who deserves it , shes not some mean person who laughs loudly at how silly an anonymous person looks like . Shes whiny to binna , tasha , me and some other close friends , she doesnt whine to some random strangers . Vain ? Its not like she goes around shouting shes God's most beautiful creation . Whats wrong with being vain if you really is pretty ? As far as I know , everyone have something to be vain about . And noisy , well , shes not that noisy . At least , Ive never been ashamed when shes noisy around me bcs she knows not to go noisy exceeding the sakai-ness limit . I love that deranged part of her . Its super fun ! Its not some stupid moronic humiliating craziness . Its more to posh craziness hahah . Why bother about how someone walks ? As long as they dont tread on you then its fine so shut your yap about the way she walks . And the 'gedik' part hahahahaha at least she have the guts to show her real self , and people ( loads of them ) still love her for who she is . Shes not 'gedik' . 'Gedik' is when you pretend to be whiny and cute and stuff . She is whiny and yeah , the c word . ( na , dont get so full of yourself hahaha )

For the past two years , Ive become close to her . I confided loads of things to her . She helped me a lot . She stood up for me , stood by my side , entertain my infantile needs , confided her troubles to me , shared happy and sad moments with me , bitched with me , got into loads and loads of petty and gigantic troubles with me , cursed with me , cursed TO me ( haha ) .... we pretty much did loads of things together .

We have been into a lot of drama rama for the past four years . And I pretty much love every single episode , even the bickerings bcs somehow , it made us closer and strenghten our bond . Its amazing how things turned out today bcs if you turn back time , back to 2008 , and you question me and nuna whether itll be possible for us to love one another , Im pretty sure the two of us will have this stricken plus disgusted expression on our faces . Its funny how fate works , but Ill never regret a single thing bcs my life is fun , full of this and that .

ps. Loving is not easy nor hard , you choose . But hating , haha , it can happen in a blink of an eye . You can shred someone into pieces with words . You can change a person with words . You can hurt someone , by uttering something mindlessly . Wounded heart leads to deep hatred . Take time to ponder that (;