new year

gahhhhh , it's a new year . and school is about to reopen soon . brrrr , i'll be in form 5 . yep , SPM . uber dipshit . but there's some awesomeness in it . it's the final year i'll be in school ! and no , i'm not looking forward to be a senior like others are . new year resolution ? nopee , haven't thought bout it . i'm just so blank nowadays . spent my new year's eve at amad's bbq . but i didn't wait till midnight . curfew curfew curfew . brrr, lame-o . met ammar otw to the bbq . que and anas picked him up after they picked me at home . had a teensy gossip session with ammar heheh . que said "kau ni macam blair waldorf la" . so what?! i love blair waldorf ! hehe whatever . arrived at the bbq at about 10 . joked around with mol buja nazrin etc . buja was teasing me about still being in school . gelabah ah kau buja nanti kau dah masuk kolej nanti nangis2 kau nak balik sekolah balik . a zillion boo for you ! amad's mum was sweet . told her i was going back early . and she asked why . anas answered "curfew curfew curfew" . and she said " oh bagus . anak mithali ni ! " hahahaha anak mithali , fuiyyoooooooo haha me ? anak mithali ? hahahahaha . ok whatevs haha and she teased me and anas bout some other stuff . she made anas blushed . he sent me home at about 11.30 . god , papa is sooo cool when it comes to anas ! the reason i was allowed to go to amad's new year's eve bbq is becaaaaause anas called papa and asked his permission to ask me to the bbq .

ps. i don't have much to write on my blog nowadys . plus , i'm too preoccupied with my tuition . borrrring -___-

pps. i cried my eyeballs out after i got back from the bbq because i felt so damn guilty towards lover boy