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morningggg. today's gonna be boring i guess. my school holidays starts today. and it's veryveryvery long. can you imagine, 2 fucking-boring-months. and btw i have no boyfriends, no scandals, no flirts ANYMORE. i've had it. now my live evolves around i and a *exaggerating, sorry =D* because all i do now is text THEM, call THEM and maybe go out with THEM. only the 2 of them. but sadlyyyyyyyyy, this 2 people doesn't get along with each other. oh god, how i wish they were friends like how they used to be. know what, boys, when they fight, it's hard for them to reconcile. and it's sososo stupid. because they play a big part in my life, both of them. and i love both of them equally. EQUALLY. and they're both great. EQUALLY great. they're like my big brothers. they were always there when i need them, ALWAYS. maybe, they had hurt me before, but wth, now they're great. and pergi mampus la orang nak cakap aku in love dengan diorang ke apa. because i do love them. sososo much. and the reason i love them deeply is because they're sososo nice and great and supportive and was always there through thick and thin. MAYBE, they had done bad things in their live, but towards me they're wonderful. i don't know what i'll do if they're not around. i can't afford to lose them. AND I LOVE THEM TO DEATH. orang lain boleh pergi mampus cepatcepat sebab aku menyampah tengok muka dorang semua*exceptions to tyfa, emira, ika, puts, mumy, papa, jup, akif, anas, laila, fuchii, jiji, fyl, mike*